sight isn’t always necessary

I’m sure it’s because I’m being sensitive lately, but some comments by some people just make me want to pop them in the nose. For instance, I was talking to a woman that is in my A&P lab, and she asked me how many months pregnant am I. I’m not quite clear on months vs. weeks equivalents, so I said I think being that I’m 14 weeks now, I’m somewhere around my 4th months of pregnancy. And do you know what she said to me in reply? I have to keep in mind that she’s from Peru and maybe the culture there allows this kind of thing, but she told me that I’m TOO BIG for being only 4 months! She said that I should watch what I eat. UUGGGH! I can’t believe someone has the balls to say that to a pregnant woman! I mean, I’ve gained a total of like 5 pounds in the past 14 weeks. Maybe I should be smaller, but GODDAMN IT, I can’t shrink now, so please! Lay off the fat comments. Then last night I had the most awful dreams about having 6 chins and being teased for my weight and being too big to get through doors – it was NOT fun. I hate people.

Then today, my best friend JC decided he had a “problem”, and instead of coming over here like EVERYONE ELSE DOES, he actually wrote to me in an IM that he wanted me to stop by his desk when I got a chance, because typing out his question would be “too difficult”. Fuck him. I told him I have a headache so I’m not moving, he can just write me a note. Or fucking visit. GOD. Like he has the RIGHT to demand that I COME TO HIM! Grr.